MasqueradeRomance

Hm.... I'm so bored, you have no idea. Im tired as well, but I dont want to go to sleep...' its like that defiant tired, where you can function, but dont bother with things like grammar and such. Blah. But yeah, hi journal,Ii haven't written in you in a week. Lets spam some inboxes shall we? Soooo a few quick updates: School has been actually pretty awesome. Monday was fun, Tuesday was long, Wednesday was exciting, Thursday was.... sinful (lets just leave it at that), Friday was nice, and today was wasted. My teachers are all badass. Oh hey, I dont have to take a math class anymore! THANK GOD! Because of this, I have next to no homework so f

Oh my God. School starts tomorrow. Oh my God. OhmyGodohmyGodohmyGodohmyGod... shit, fuck, damn, ... fuck fuck fuckFUCK!! It cant be tomorrow!! GAH! *hyper-ventilates* OHMYGODSCHOLISTOMORROW! *screaming* No! nonono!!!!! Im not ready! IM NOT READY I HAVE TO DO MORE ART OMG!!!! SHIT! *crying* SHITFUCKSHITFUCKSHITFUCKSHITFUCKARDALTHANVRTKJG!!!!!  HFAKSJDGBAERGASDKJBGAERGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! D: D: D: D: Sorry, I needed to vent my freaking out. Oh God.... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck T.T fuuuuuucccccckkkkkk..... Im gonna be screwed. :(

Ok so....... I START SCHOOL MONDAY!! HOlY. MOTHER. FUCKER! Im gonna be a JUNIOR!!! OAO *freaking out* I have COLLEGE in two years!!! OMG! Ok so Im done. But yeah school starts Monday! Im: -Terrified about showing my journal because of my lack of work -Nervous and panicked about Third Coast (Where all the art college reps from all over the country come to review our art and mark our papers with comments that will determine if they like us and will one day accept us) and the fact that I have to buld a portfolio in three weeks (OH SHIT) -Anticipating Junior Year and all the drama/bullshit/everything else that comes with it -Happy that I ha